September 26, 2008
needaweereallybad
myspacebarisalsobroken
They always said they wanted to look inside my mind.
April 25, 2008
big beds made out of sofas on the floor
10 fags in about five hours
and my B.M.A.
fuck :)
x
April 12, 2008
Wooot yeah gotta get on with workey-poo now
I should get paid for this, oh well
only 2 more years and I get EMA
a'right, Im off for a fag...and then.....
it's time to roll me sleaves up
pull me finger out.
Im happy
xx
April 3, 2008
I hate art. From now I do anyway.
Well I love love love art, that's why I took the stupid fucking course
but still, my art h/w is getting me down, it's like you do it in school and its great,
and it all turns out perfectly, just like you want it, then you come home,
and you can't find the scissors, can't find the pt1 paint brush, can't find acrylics,
can't find the paper, and the glue...where the fuck was that? Not in the cupboard.
So you get dead frustrated and it all goes wrong, and then, then,
you put to much water on the watercolour bit, and you have to pin it down outside,
with rocks, just so the fucking thing dries.
Then you think it's dry bring it in, then
where the fuck did I manage to put the watercolours I had in my hand 2 seconds ago,
so I go on a hunt for those, find em, put paint to paper and guess what?!
The fucking colours seep into the background colour.
And then I poke a hole though the too-wet paper!
WUP-DE-FUCKING-DO.
So that's fucked.
so deb law can go piss into the wind.
'cause I am not doing it.
other than that, good day,
how bout everyone else?
x
P.S. NEW PJ'S :D
April 2, 2008
got some lovely new Jamas
going to bed now
night
x
March 31, 2008
Honestly, how many people have you kissed?
Uhhh...*counts in head*.....ten? Yeah about that. Prolly less.
Honestly, what color is your underwear?
*lifts skirt up to see* Pink with white polkadots and white lace.
Honestly, what's on your mind?
How good Moby's new songs are.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?
This, and yeah, this.
Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
Bit.
Honestly, have you done something bad today?:
Uh, I went to bradgate in my prom dress. yeah.
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
Honestly. Always.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Yeah D:
Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
Good times with friends, and drawing, and reading :)
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Yes, and...oh wait I have to keep it clean for myspace, forgot.
Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
You'll never know ;)
Honestly, when is the last time you have been to taco bell?
Soz England.
Honestly, are you loyal?
Depends who it is. But If you give me your ultimate trust, then you have mine.
Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
In bed.
Or with someone
Preferably both ;)
Honestly, do you like someone?
Yeah :)
Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
NEXT QUESTION.
Honestly, what was the last thing someone said to you?
"if your not busy tonight babe, give me a ring in a bit.
cos i'll be out in groby like.
it wshould be niiiiiiiiiiiice.
(:(:(:"
Honestly, what did you say to them?
"Hmmmm okay what do you wanna doooo?
x"
Gone out of your way to make a new friend?
lol nopeee
Honestly, do you kiss and tell?
Depends.
.
:DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY:.
*Anger Section*
What do you do when you're mad?
Get into really dark and sadistic moods.
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
To me or someone else?
Probably smashed a laptop through my window.
Not telling you the worse thing I've done to someone else lol.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Lots of people.
Do you swear when you're mad?
I swear anyway
*Crying Section*
When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
Friday.
Cried yourself too sleep?
Like once.
Do you still cry when you get an injury?
Sometimes just out of frustration.
Do certain songs make you cry?
Vanessa Carlton- Thousand Miles and Massive Attack- Teardrop
What usually makes you cry?
Different things, usually when people die, or really sweet things in movies,
or sudden, shocking, sad parts in movies (Y)
*Happy Section*
Are you normally a happy person?
So much so :D
What can make you happy?
Indie, Rock, Folk, Electro pop, or J-music, The Air Cadets, Gwen Stefani, Myspace. com, DancinglolDDR, Mates, Smoking, Art, Drawing, Photography, Illustration and Animation, Gaming- n64, Ps2 and Xbox 360.
yes mate, Water, Freaky eating habits, The fact that I can't spell, Japanese everything, Nana, Town on saturdays, Kate Moss and Lily Cole Hello kitty, Gloomy bear and Cinnamon roll, Friday nights, Sushi, L337 5P34K O I see whut u did thar, Talking, Photoshop, Illustrator, Meeting new people, Boom boxes and Break dancing, HTML, Pratting about in public, the Soulja boy dance, Dabu (my blog :) )
Does being with your friends make you happy?
Extremely.
*Self-Esteem Section*
Do you believe in yourself?
Sometimes.
When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
Of course.
Are you one of those people that think they are ugly, dumb, and gross?
Possibly....
Quiz 3
Best
1.
Male friend:
I'd say....Liam.
2.
Female friend:
Megan ? Lydia maybe ?
3.
Vacation:
Anfi 2007.
Worst
1.
Time of day:
First thing in the morning
2.
Day of the Week:
I'd say sunday and monday.
3.
Food:
Uhhhhhhhh artichokes.
4.
Memory:
I have many. To pick one out of a thousand: When my dad died.
Last
1.
Person you saw:
Simon, waltzed in the living room like 2 seconds ago.
2.
Talked to on the phone:
Lydiiiiii.
3.
Text:
Lol yeah right.
4.
Time you visited Chuck Norris on GoofyAuctions. com:
Yeah. Right. Damn when was that....oh yeah.
Never
5.
Message over MySpace:
Grace
Today
1.
What are you doing now:
I'm on myspace, fag in hand, ready to go out for one.
2.
What are you wearing :
Bra, pants, bottle green skirt, blue polo shirt, floral patterned shrug,
Skull bracelet, orange and pink beaded bracelet and multi-coloured bracelet.
3.
Better than yesterday?:
Fairly similar
Tomorrow
1.
Is:
Tuesday.
2.
Got any plans?:
One sec *goes to check whiteboard*
I've got my job's to do, but nothing else rly :)
3.
Dislikes about tomorrow:
Jobs :@
Favorite
1.
Number:
7 && 13 ovc!
2.
Song:
Atm 257zero by Moby.
3.
Color:
Blue and Sea green.
4.
Season:
Summer of course!!
I really love autmn too (Y)
Currently
1.
Missing someone:
Every day of my life chuck.
2.
Mood:
Bleh, nicotine craving.
3.
Wanting to tattoo or piercing:
Yep. Tattoo plx.
True/false
I am a cuddler: Vrai.
I am a morning person: Faux.
I am a perfectionist: Vrai.
I am an only child: Faux.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: Faux-ish.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: Faux!
I can be paranoid at times: Vrai.
I enjoy country music: Faux!
I enjoy talking on the phone: Vrai.
I have a crush: Oui c'est vrai.
I have a hard time paying attention at school: A bit.
I have a private piercing: Vrai, ears dear.
I have at least one brother and/or sister: Vrai.
I have/had a broken bone: Vraiiii.
I have had major/minor surgery: Faux...oh wait. I dunno.
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: Vrai :D
I have had the cops called on me: Vrai LOL.
March 26, 2008
gonna watch JUNO :D
you jealous? yer yer? though so :D
anyway yeah, needed an update so yeah,
easter hollidays SUCK.
by the way
The game.
you just lost :)
March 9, 2008
QUESTIONS ANSWERED BY MORE QUESTIONS?!?!
love itttt
LOL!
February 28, 2008
Got a wedding in london tomorrow,
A headache the size of a small camel,
and a nicotine craving the size of a small planet.
JEEZ. Anyway quiz for you. lol
x EIGHT Lasts
1. Last kiss: Awwwww James :D
2. Last beverage: Water
3. Last phone call: Do have a phone
4. Last text message: Ditto.
5. Last CD played: Radio 1 Live Lounge
6. Last bubble bath: Im allergic to bubbles LOL.
7. Last time you cried: Monday cause my book was sad :(
8. Last meal: Pizza, chips and garlic bread!
EIGHT Have Yous
1. Have you ever dated someone twice? No...
2. Have you ever been cheated on? Not that I know of.
3. Have you ever bought condoms? Don't be silly. Of course ;)
4. Have you ever kissed someone & regreted it ? Yes
5. Have you ever fallen in love? Think so.
6. Have you ever lost someone? Yes.
7. Have you ever been depressed? Sure have.
8. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? Yes.
Name SIX things you did in the past three days
1. School
2. Smoke
3. Homework
4. Laugh
5. Talk
6. Walked a lot.
List FOUR people you can tell pretty much anything to
---
1.Meg
2.Jun
3.Ro
4.Ellie
List TWO favorite colors
1. Blue
2. Sea green
List TWO things you want to do before you die
1. Travel to Japan.
2. Enjoy my life to the most I can.
SO FAR IN 08
Been to school - Ugh, yeah unfortunately.
Made a new friend - Yes :D
Fallen out of love - No.
Done something you swore never to do - Yes.
Laughed until you cried- Too many times :)
Went behind your parents back - Lots
Met someone who changed your life - A few.
Gotten close to someone - Yes
Found out who your true friends were - For sure.
60 questions.
1. What do you think of George Bush?
Jeesus what type of questionnaire is this?!
2. What do you think of Gay Marriage?
Yes please ;)
3. What do you think of This quiz?
LOL.
4. What do you think of Straight, Gay, Bi?
Im the third, and have no problem with that way.
5. Do you have a crush?
No. Well kinda.
6. Who is the best hugger that you know?
Hmmmm. Sian.
7.Do u believe in love at first sight?
No.
8. Is there something you want to tell someone?
Yes.
9. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
Silas.
10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
Yep
11. Do you have A thing for anyone on your top friends?
Uh, I don't think so. Not anymore.
12. How many people on your top friends?
.....
13. How many kids do you want to have?
NONE
14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
ummm. kinda.
15. Do you wanna change your name?
No.
16. Lat time you saw your dad?
What a stupid question.
August 5th. 6 years ago.
17. Which hand do you like better?
LEFT.
18. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?
WTF NO! Lol ovc I have.
19. Least favorite month?
JUNE.
20. Whos getting on your nerves right now?
My business. Not yours.
21. Most visited webpage?
Myspace. Vf.
22. Would you help your best friend fight if he/she is losing?
Everytime.
23. Whats the worst day of your life?
The day my dad died.
24. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week?
;)
25. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world?
Alot ALOT of things.
26. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
OMG call an ambulance, then go put his fire out!!
27. Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction?
Again?
28. When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Today. Idiots.
29. What is the last thing you spent money on?
Fags.
30. Who is the most attractive female on your myspace friends list?
Am a lez. Rly.
31. Do you think you gained or lost weight this past month?
Gained like always ;)
32. If you had to sleep with one of your teachers from high school, who would it be?
Shit man. Can we not go there? Kthx :3
33. The first person on your friends list just called you an a$$hole. What do you have to say to them?
LOL love you.
34. What are you craving right now?
A fag.
35. What was the last thing you cried about?
BOOOOK it was so good!
36. When you buy something and your change is 2 cents, do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it?
I'm not american thanks.
37. What color is your tissue box?
Same colour as your face.
38. Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
What an annoying, stupid question.
39. What is the last voice mail you received about?
Dunno cause someone's got my phone. Like GTA, phone style!
40. Have you ever blocked someone on MySpace before?
Lmaooo yes.
41. Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
Oh my that earthquake!
42. Do you wear a name tag at work?
Do work. Rly.
43. What color is your iPod?
Black und silver.
44. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
Port.
45. Are you happy right now?
Anime, fags, headache. I'm happy.
46. Who came over last?
Lindaaaa (G unit.)
47. Do you drink beer?
I Do.
48. Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
Considering my brother can't even talk yet....
Lol I'm sure he'll tell me when he can ;)
49. What is your favorite key on your key chain?
House key. The only key on my key chain.
50. What was the last movie you watched at home?
I AM LEGEND.
51. What is in your pocket?
Nothing.
52. Who introduced you to your bf/gf/husband/wife?
Do have one. Rly.
53. Where do you hurt?
Srs head painz!
54. Has someone ever made you a Build-A-Bear?
Yes. Lord it was horrid.
55. What's something fun you did today?
Drawing polar bearz in science :D
56. What is your favorite aisle at Wal-Mart?
Wal-Mart is for idiots.
57. When is your birthday?
June 10th thanks.
58. What kind of milk do you drink?
Semi-Skimmed. Aiiii.
59. What is something you need to go shopping for?
CLOTHING! lmao.
60. why are you stupid enough to fill out these things?
You tell me.
February 23, 2008
means that I have a nice scar face for awards evening tonight.
Possibly the most formal occasion in the world. ever. EVER.
lmao. Im so stressed.
getting good and drunk should suffice :D
wahey. cadets= ftw yer?
br>
x
February 15, 2008
THE ATTACK OF THE LUKE WARM BATH :D
oh god lmao, It was practically cold after all that fuss,
and Ive styled my fringe into a scene fringe :@
but it looks good so what the heck?
omg listening to Imogen Heap shes so good and stuff,
yeah so Ill post some images of my cutsie bro on his first birthday KAY? lol
xx
Brothers bday and hes one, Ill post the photos later :D
then half an hour later your all running up the stairs as fast as you can screaming
"SHIIIT SHIT SHIT THE BATH OH FUCK ITS ON THE FLOOR!!"
Cause I think that's how I get my daily exorcise :D
going for a bath in 5 btw
ROFL
x
omg Im well happy
byeee
x
February 14, 2008
Complicated friendship.
2. Is anyone in love with you?
I doubt it.
3. Where is your second home?
Gills :D
Uhhh a while back...oh wait 4th of feb so 10 days ago.
Joeeeee
6. who is the last person you held hands with?
Uhmmmmmm Dan,,,no wait my brother!
7. What did you do 3 nights ago?
I was out drinking :)
8. Ever call somebody boo?
Can't say I have.
9. Are you happy with your life right now?
Rather much!
10. Do you like your hair?
Mostly...
11. Does anyone have a crush on you?
Not that I know of.
13. McDonalds or Wendy's?
Neither to be honest.
14. Have you ever broken someones heart?
Apparently.
15. Do you text message often?
Too often!
16. Do you have any scars?
To name a few;
17. Who was the last person you said I love you to other then family?
Uh..omg..russ lmao.
18. Who was the last person that made you laugh?
Chris Crocker.
19. Who was the last person to text you?
Jun 
20. Who was the last person that called you?
21. Who's your cell phone company?
o2.
22. What are your initials?
JLH
23. What is your favorite thing to wear?
Tight jeans, boys T-shirts, loose jumpers and vans :D
24. Who are your close friends?
Hmmm Fowler, Jun, Katie, Meg, Sian and sometimes Lydia.
25. Baseball or Football?
Football.
26. Favorite type of food?
Ho Hum...Oriental, Japanese and Thai 
27. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
Ohhhmigod yes. Fun.
28. How is the weather right now?
Calm.
29. what are you listening to right now?
Never get sick of the sea- The Attic.
30. What is your current favorite song?
I like Adele - Chasing Pavements
31. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Mum's work.
32. What's one thing you've learned this year?
Enjoy yourself, love life, yet don't think everyone wants the best for you.
33. does a hug make you feel better?
Sometimes- Most times
34. What did you do today?
Went all around spending time with mummy ;)
35. How long ago did you hug someone?
Brother this morn'
36. Did you believe that boys/girls had cooties?
No.
37. Lyrics stuck in your head?
Scouting for Girls.
38. What are you doing tomorrow?
Getting drunk?
39. Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
Yes.
40. What does the 14th text message in your inbox say?
Jun: Just leavin x
41. Do you like someone?
Yes and No.
42. Do they know you like them?
Yes.
43. Is there any teacher you could talk to about anything?
Kate Williamson!! Legend.
44. Where's your favorite place to be in the summer?
The cow feild dead tree, or just with mates ;)
46. How do you feel abouut your life right now?
BRING ON SMMER!
48. Are you scared of snakes?
Not really.
49. What did you think about your last kiss?
Worth it.
50. Do you wear glasses?
Nope.
51.Your bf/gf leaves you for their ex, you do what?
52. Fifth message in your inbox says what?
Russ: Ahhhh I've always been scared off flying lol, there's something unatural about it, tripps me out. x
53. Who was the last guy you hugged?
James lol. (Brother)
54. Are you ashamed of your past?
No. It's the past, move on.
55. Who was the last person you yelled at?
Mum.
56. Who were you with Friday night?
Shit uhm. oh yeah my folks & co. (wedding ugh.)
57. Do you ride roller coasters?
OVC!
58. What woke you up to this morning?
Mother at 7am.
59. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
We'll see when it comes to it eh?
60. Would you date the person who last posted this?
I can't remember who that was.
61. Do you regret anything you have done?
Not really.
62. Do you trust people?
Few.
63. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Reading obviously.
64. Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes actually.
65. Do you like messages or comments better?
66.Who did you go to the mall with last?
Shopping? Maaaaaaaaaaah. (That's mum btw)
67. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
Depends who with ;)
68. Do you have any enemies?
Lots.
69. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Uni :D art one in London mhmm.
70. What were you doing at 5 am this morning?
Sleeeep.
71. What is the longest you have gone without checking your Myspace?
About half a month ish.
72. Miss Someone?
February 5, 2008
Rly do want to do this HUGE pile of coursework
Rly do want some gay throat infection
Rly do want to be in mathematics right now
Lmao so that's the Gen: I feel proper ill, and my throat...
oh my god my throat is so swollen I can barely swallow....or talk :(
Im in maths doing fuck all as usual, but as usual Ill get an A.
The Teacher doesn't seem to care, she doesn't do a very good job to be honest, maybe she hates us :D
Ive got art today but I haven't done half of my homework hahahahano
so Im in trouble with the Law (Deborah Law ;) a srsly scary prospect.)
It's funny how all the close minded girls blab on at me about being bi,
It's not something I'm bothered about, but they piss me off!!!
"Wut have yuu dan wiv a gurl??"
that's exactly how they are!
Anyway it's 15 till reak so Im off I guess,
I'm in a bad mood now,
Need a fag,
ARGH@#!!?"£$%&*@
xx
January 20, 2008
But Ellie, I thought you said?!!?!
2. Your parents tell you they're going to split up, how would you react?
Oh srsly? Shit has someone worked out how to resurrect the dead?
3. Any new years resolutions?
Stop smoking. Worked. Rly.
4. Last person who yelled in your face?
My brother. I went to give him a loving hug and he screamed "BAAAAAAH" in my face :)
5. Last person to make you laugh?
Dan
6. Ever had a heart attack?
LOL no. Dan's dad- THIS IS SPARTA! lolol
7. Ever gone on a huge cleaning spree?
Today LOL my room.....
9. The person you're in love with moves across the world, what do you do?
Uhm. depending on how old I am...go with them.
10. Favorite thing about the opposite sex?
Hmm...eyes and smile :)
11. If you could change your eye colour would you?
Nooo Thx
12. Last person to IM you?
Uh can't remember.
13. Ever had a song written about you?
Aw yeah.
14. Last time you had a slumber party?
God.....I cant remember!
15. Ever kissed your number 3 on myspace?
Uhhh possibly, but only on the cheek If I did.
16. What is the biggest secret you know about your 2nd top friend?
He luuuurves me ;)
17. Your number 7 on your top friends dies, are you upset?
Katie? I'd cry forever!
18. How many piercings do you have? what are they?
Ears...oh noezzz *die* lol boring.
9. How many tattoo's do you have? what are they?
None yet b/c I don't have the god damned design!
20. Nickname you get called the most?
Jess....and Scrat ;)
21. Have you ever copied things from one conversation to another?
Yess
23. Ever been in a fight?
LOL yuh
24. Most embarrassing thing you have ever done?
Uhmmm...some of the things at Xmas camp were funny.
25. Are you self conscious?
No comment.
26. Ever made a suicide pact?
If I'm still alive at 60.
LMAO
27. What's the sweetest thing that anyone has ever said to you?
Hmmm, there are certain people that are AWLAYS sweet to me.
28. Status of you and the person you last sent a text to?
Lulz Status: Complicated
29. If you could have anyone's body, whose would you have?
For sex or as my own?
My own: Kate Moss Ovs
Sex: hmm.....Gaspar Ulliel
30. What are your views on cheese?
Fuck off.
31. Favorite song at the moment?
Ohhhhh The End has a start.
32. What's your display name and why?
Can't remeber ;)
33. Is cheating ever okay?
No.
34. Ever broken someones heart?
Yeah :(
35. Ever made someone cry?
Yeah, only if they deserve it.
36. Favorite candy?
Oh...Jelly tots.
37. Thing you're looking forward to in the next week?
Uhm. none really. Saturday- lie in for sure :)
38. Last text you received and who from?
Dan: Eurgh I wouldn't put it past you ;)
and you sure fooled me with all that crap in your iTunes,
except j-rock obvs ;) x
39. Has this been a fun quiz?
Fairly.
40. Will anyone repost this quiz?
Prolly.