They always said they wanted to look inside my mind.
December 13, 2007
So I put my tree up, Ill upload a photo later becaus enow I can't actually be arsed.
Theres a charity day going on at school , which is basically a whole hour of paying for it to be christmas.
It's all for a good cause and stuff, a school for african children I think,
I'm well happy cause I wrote a card to one called clive.
Cost 20p but at the end of the day it's worth it, the kid getts a card, feels good and gets money towards his school and making it all good.
It's real real cheesy, and my english/french/sociology teacher is dressed as "santa's hoe"
But I'm in here on the computers getting called a geek, b/c I really can't stand the fake;
"Staple on a smile and pretend to give a shit"
I suppose I'm humoring the teachers. LOL. I might go back to see If someone spesh is in the other room. If no fuck it. lmao
Myspace is incredibly slow on this computer...infact on any school computer, becuase It has to go through a million proxy servers....
Worth it? i think not.
I was only on there to reply to Ellie and Gavins messages anyway
Whatever lmao. Im off now to enjoy the festive fun
WooooooooooooooooooooooooooNo.
Xo darlings xo.
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December 12, 2007
Okay so Now I'll actually tell you stuff, well first off my name Is Jessica Louise. Jess will do just fine.
I'm at GCC in my first year of college, so I guess that makes me young.
The pictures are of me by the way, cause the gay uploader doesn't fucking work.
There are a lot of things I guess I'd change about me If I could,
I smoke, drink every weekend, and have done illegals in the past,
I'm not some naive kiddy, with a git sticky label saying GREEN on my forehead.
I have obsessive compulsive disorder. I'm freaky with my eating, and gaps in curtains, doors, shelves, anything.
When I say I have OCD with eating, actually mean it. not many of my friends have seen me eat.
I'm not anorexic or anything. Just rarely hungry. And If you call that an eating disorder. Well I guess I have one.
I'm freakishly into my music, and I don't think I could live without it,
And If you gave me a pencil a blank wall and a whole day, you'd come back and there would be no white space left on the wall.
i don't like people watching me. And I'm unconfident in the sense, that I'm scared of rejection.
If you ask me who I fancy. You're likely to get a biff on the nose. It's none of your business unless I chose to say.
I usually tell you If I fancy you lmao. Most people don't need telling.
I'm into Japan and the Manga/Anime scene. I can speak basic japanese to, and I hope to become fluent.
I also love to read. I read harry potter 7 in a day and the twilight series in like a month.
I really can't think of anything else I can be bothered to write, apart from the fact that I might be a creative writing boff,
but I can't spell for shit.
I also swear too much.
Fuck.
:D.
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1.Where were you at 11:45 pm Last Night?
In fucking bed.
2. Is the person you like older or younger?
Older.....
3. What emotions are you feeling right now?
Tired. and Christmas-y
5. How tall is the person you like? Shorter or taller?
Taller LOL.
6. Did you have a dream last night?
If I did I can't remember!
7. Last comment you left someone?
Alex maybe. Hate comments
9. Do you have a Facebook?
NO.
10. What color is your shirt?
Grey and pink and black.
The one underneath is green.
11. Last person you were in the car with besides your family?
Uh. Martin? oh no wait...Russ.
12. Do you own a polo?
Clothing (Y)
13. Are you currently frustrated with a girl?
No. well a bit. I'm owed moneys
14. Are you currently frustrated with a guy?
Kinda.
15. Are you excited for winter?
Christmas :D but it's so COLD
16. If it was free and it would work perfectly, would you get plastic surgery?
Lypo. Ah Oui.
17. Have you ever punched someone in the face?
Lol. (Y)
18. Have you ever been called Prince?
No.
19. What did you do last night?
Tried to sleeeeep.
20. Currently wanting anything?
Oh lord. do I have to go into it?
21. What do you want out of life?
A nice flat and a job in animation.
22. What do you hear right now?
Mum jabbering away on the phone.
23. What is the closest thing to you that is hard?
My Keyboard.
24. If you could dye your hair any color, what would it be?
Black. but just forever black *drools*
25. What was the last show you watched on tv?
Hmmm......CSI maybe?
26. Do you miss anybody?
Everyday of my existence.
27. If you had to change your eye color, would you? What would it be?
NOOOOOO love my eyes!
29. Last thing you wrote your name on?
Table at school :D
30. Who do you wanna talk to right now?
Mr Brooks.
31. What do you want for Christmas?
iPod :D
32. Does it snow where you live?
Like once every billion years.
33. Where did you get the pants you're wearing right now?
Primark GET IN!
36. Last person you yelled at?
uhhhh callum?
37. What are you excited for?
Xmas.
38. When is the next time you will see your bestfriend?
Tomorrow blade.
39. What do you do to get away when you're having a rough day?
Smoke.
40. Do you wear makeup every day?
NO.
41. Do you have special "spots" that turn you on?
Wut? who wrote this quiz?
42. Where's your favorite place in the whole world?
The anfi waterfall :D
43. Last person you told you loved?
Mummy. or James.
44. Is today a good day?
Uh. okay.
45. How is your hair right now?
In a bloody head scarf!
46. What is tomorrow?
Fucking school Xmas concert thing D:
47. Who is the last person to call you babe?
Uh??
49. Last person to hurt your feelings?
RB surprise surprise?
50. Now that this is over, what SHOULD you be doing right now?
CHRISTMAS TREE!
IM GOING
NOW!
We're putting our tree up.
today was pretty boring,
Had 6 lessons instead of five,
and believe you me, I contemplated not going to any of them.
double sociology was the best with me and geo doing WOOOOOooOooOOO videos.
fucking matt parry is actually on crack.
Ill upload some christmas photos later :D
oh and
Xmas camp 07
It was the best camp I've ever been on thats for sure,
Whether It was the soulja boy dance, or just people saying:
"Do you wanna go chill in my room?" and me saying: No.
Even If I had a mini panic attack and moaned all the way up that mountain,
It was really fun, and funny as hell. Im so going next year lmfao.
(Ill do a full description in another blog :D dinner time now D:)
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This is new and crazy
Im going to write something productive in here soon,
but Im not neglecting lmao.
so this will probably end up a daily blog spot for me,
to tell you about my really interesting life.
sounds fun eh?
okay.
ttfn though
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