They always said they wanted to look inside my mind.
January 8, 2008
I would say that my new year was eventful,
I had a row with mum and when she told me not to come back, I didn’t.
Packed a bag (rofl) and trooped off into town to meet Dan, Palmer and Jack.
We had fun trek to bargain booze, and even more fun trying to fit 2
litre bottles of WKD into my bag, Along with one of Dan’s fucking Two Bourges!
Which almost broke my bag!
Then I stayed at Dan’s for a little bit and he subjected me to eating lots of food,
I’m sure he would have shoved it down my throat if I gave him half the chance.
I managed a quick shower because my hair felt like it had been used
to clean the inside of an oven,
And then about half an hour of playing on the Nintendo Wii which I was crap at ^_^
Rofl the lift up to Kyle’s with Dan’s mum was the best, she’s such a lovely person,
Made me laugh cause I think I scared her with how over enthusiastic I was! Oh dear.
Basically the rest of the night involved a lot of drinking, a lot of smoking and a little bit of kissing ;)
I was supposed to give up smoking, but I realised I was smoking 2 minutes after the New Year,
That’s that resolution busted!
Im going for one now!
J
x
December 28, 2007
ROFLROFLROFL I have sian sleeping over tonight (Y)
going to check someone's myspace then watch a film...then sleep.
Rofl I hid fags in a broken down tree todai, ftw :)
x
December 25, 2007
Today was fucking awesome!
I woke up this morning expecting it to be 2am, but when I looked at my phone it was 7.30
I could hear mum up and about with James so I called her in to ask what time everyone was getting up
She said 8, so I went back to sleep, but I woke up every 5 mins cause I was all excited for Xmas!
At 8 I shoved some PJ bottoms and a shirt on then ran into Simon's room to demand he get up!
We have a rule in our house which means no presents till after Breakfast
Rofl, Simon got an Xbox 360 and 2 games; Halo 3 and Gears of war, and Mummy got a LAPTOP!
I was like, where's my expensive present hmm??!!?!?!!? Bu tI guess I did get a lot of stuff!
(By the way those presents are from all my family lmfao! not just parents :D) Then at 11 we wen to Simon's Dad's
I was a bit bummed because Simon, Mum and My brother got a present from his dad, but I didn't, lol oh well.
After that, we went for christmas dinner at Simon's Mum's (Gill's) and the dinner was really nice!
I didn't eat much though, but I was full! The trifle was really reaaaaaly nice! We stayed there till about 7pm
Saw all the relies, My cousin Alice, Her mum Fran, and her dad Neil (Simon's brother)
Now I'm home, just chilling out, accidentally woke my brother up though D:
I assume the Xbox 360 will be set up tonight and we can all have a good play!
We're going over to Gill's again for a cold buffet, which sounds tasty, even though I know I won't eat any.
I'm well chuffed with my new phone, It's a sony ericson cybershot. more like cyberhot!
Anyway, I rarely post blogs, not proper ones anyway, so here you go.
Merry Christmas people!
That's all from me for today
Loves!
J
♥
x
December 24, 2007
'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house
Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse;
The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,
In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there;
The children were nestled all snug in their beds,
While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads;
And mamma in her 'kerchief, and I in my cap,
Had just settled down for a long winter's nap,
When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,
I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter.
Away to the window I flew like a flash,
Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash.
The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow
Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below,
When, what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer,
With a little old driver, so lively and quick,
I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick.
More rapid than eagles his coursers they came,
And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by name;
"Now, Dasher! now, Dancer! now, Prancer and Vixen!
On, Comet! on Cupid! on, Donder and Blitzen!
To the top of the porch! to the top of the wall!
Now dash away! dash away! dash away all!"
As dry leaves that before the wild hurricane fly,
When they meet with an obstacle, mount to the sky,
So up to the house-top the coursers they flew,
With the sleigh full of toys, and St. Nicholas too.
And then, in a twinkling, I heard on the roof
The prancing and pawing of each little hoof.
As I drew in my hand, and was turning around,
Down the chimney St. Nicholas came with a bound.
He was dressed all in fur, from his head to his foot,
And his clothes were all tarnished with ashes and soot;
A bundle of toys he had flung on his back,
And he looked like a peddler just opening his pack.
His eyes -- how they twinkled! his dimples how merry!
His cheeks were like roses, his nose like a cherry!
His droll little mouth was drawn up like a bow,
And the beard of his chin was as white as the snow;
The stump of a pipe he held tight in his teeth,
And the smoke it encircled his head like a wreath;
He had a broad face and a little round belly,
That shook, when he laughed like a bowlful of jelly.
He was chubby and plump, a right jolly old elf,
And I laughed when I saw him, in spite of myself;
A wink of his eye and a twist of his head,
Soon gave me to know I had nothing to dread;
He spoke not a word, but went straight to his work,
And filled all the stockings; then turned with a jerk,
And laying his finger aside of his nose,
And giving a nod, up the chimney he rose;
He sprang to his sleigh, to his team gave a whistle,
And away they all flew like the down of a thistle.
But I heard him exclaim, ere he drove out of sight,
"Happy Christmas to all, and to all a good-night."
I'm getting in the christmas spirit me!
Just spent all night messaging Fowler, Lydia and Ryan, Well 2 hours ish,
And now I want to go to bed cause Im very tired, shame Im not drunk!
Was dancing around in my underwear and cadet shirt earlier! ROFL!
Merry christmas Eve all you lot reading this.
Night
J
♥
x
December 22, 2007
I am now trekking into town to buy fags,
and go out on a bender.
tonight will be ace.
:D
x
Starting to think that drinking last night was maybe a bad idea?
December 21, 2007
Lydia says: I've had the best day with my Bma ;)
Cinema, was well fun.
Jess was loud because of her jeans :)
haha
And she split my popcorn about 200000465 times. No joke. LOL
Then loads of WKD and a park, is lots of funn :)
Trust me.
Love jess and sian mannn ;)
hahaha
xxxxx
Sian says: Im too drunk to say anything....but Im not really drunk.
Jess says: Today was good, I met a FIT guy :D
I typed for sian because she wasnt gonna type for shit!
night
x
December 20, 2007
Look at me. I thoug hI was the strong girl, the one who flicked her hair as she strutted past the bitches and the haters, fag in one hand, coffee in the other, but here I am sitting reading a message I sent to someone about lust and envy and hate thinking oh what has gotten into you lately jessica? I could say that I haven't really been my old confident self, I've been acting really self conscious and shy. Maybe you haven't noticed,but I know I have, and I know my family and close, close friends have. I think I'm not used to being messed around. I am usually so sure of what I want from life and these past few months since I've stated college have thrown me so hard I feel like I've been kicked half the length of a bloody football field.
Ho hum. Im just going to go and watch wolf's rain to cheer me up. I don't know what's going on with me.
hmm see, this is a proper blog from the very depths of my brain, not nice is it?
x
2 Quizzes for you.
2007
1) DRINKING BUDDIES OF THE YEAR?
-Lmao Fowler and Kyle...purely because of last saturday.
And the whole get up in the co-op of go get yer mum!
2) YOUR SONG FOR 2007?
- Ohhhh. Soulja Boy- Crank that,
In fact Ima put it on now!
This years playlist
Soulja Boy- Crank That
Kanye West- good Life
Daft Punk/Kanye West- Harder. Better. Faster. Stronger.
Special D- Come with me
Air- Alone in Kyoto
Tommy Feburary6- Lonely in Gorgeous
There's more....
3) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend) -
-Uhm....Ella Ross.
4) NEWCOMER AWARD - COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND?
- Ho hum...there's loads. Prolly Ellie.
5) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR?
- Going to Hudds for Ellie,
Going to Edale for Xmas camp,
The Bonfire celebration at Leics.Rd,
going to Spain with sian,
There have been loads!
6) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR?
- The Rain. The cold. The snow.
7) BEST HOLIDAY?
- Edale with the cadets, or Anfi with SMARN!
8) MOVIE FOR 2007?
- so far...ratatouille :D
9) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH?
- My brother, He was born.
10) BEST RELATIONSHIP?
- Ohhhh at the moment I'm real close to lydia.
11) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN?
- Zombie. Because I love them so much hahahahanot
I was a good zombie.
12) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR?
- Terracota.
13) BIGGEST douchebag AWARD?
- Fowlz. Lulz.
14) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR?
- About the house we're moving to.
15) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR?
- Well, Im going to be ding up the house we're moving to,
Thinking about GCSE's and shit.
New York at easter.....
Birthday in June.
Save up for an iPhone.
Nothing much.
16) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN DRUNK ?
- Dropping my bra on the Driveway.
17) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR?
- Skins. Scrubs. OMG the Oliver Twist remake on BBC one! And Green Wing.
18) MOST LOYAL FRIEND?
- Ellie, Lydia, Sian.
19) BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR?
- My friendships.
20) NEW YEAR RESOLUTION?
- Stop smoking. (As much)
CHRISTMAS
1. Wrapping paper or gift bags?
- Wrapping paper. Every time.
2. Real tree or artificial?
- REAL!!!!! But ours is fucking fake.
3. When do you put up the tree?
- 12 days before usually, but this year we did it on the 12th.
4. When do you take the tree down?
- 12 days after. Duh.
5. Do you like egg nog?
- NO.
6. Favorite gift received as a child?
- Fairy costume :D
7. Do you have a nativity scene?
-Yeah- In the bin.
8. Hardest person to buy for?
- Boys. In general.
9. Easiest person to buy for?
- Ma.
10. Worst Christmas gift ever received?
- Cushion covers.
11. Mail or email Christmas card?
- Mail...
12. Favorite Christmas Movie?
- Elf :D
13. When do you start shopping for Christmas?
- 2 weeks prior, max.
14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present?
- Yes :D
15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas?
- Not turkey.
16. Clear lights or colored on the tree?
- Clear. Ftw.
17. Favorite Christmas song?
- N/a
18. Travel at Christmas or stay home?
- Stay home usually.
19. Can you name Santas reindeer?
- Yes. :D
20. Do you have an Angel on top or a star?
- Peacock. Srsly we do.
21. Open the presents Christmas Eve or morning?
- Mornin.
22. Most annoying thing about this time of year?
- Uh, being together as a family.
My bros 1st Xmas :DDD
So what if I'm in love with quizzes?
helps you get to know me more :D
x
December 19, 2007
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
depends who It is.
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
Small party dress, something chic and fashionable.
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
Depending on who it was from, I might write back :)
4. Group dates or single dates?
Single for some, group for things like bowling :)
5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
Not at all, well not really anyway.
6. Are diamonds a girls best friend?
Dunno, pretty things are lol ;)
7. Is your hair up or down today?
It was up, but now it's down.
8. Do you straighten your hair?
Yeah
9. Favorite mascara?
Rimmel && Urban Decay && Barry M
10. Do you get your nails done?
Occasionally
11. Small or large purses?
The big bag is always good, but small for going out.
12. In your purse, what are your must have?
hmm, 20 deck of fags, Lighter, keys, mobile phone, mascara, purse.
13. Jeans or sweats?
Jeans.
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry thats uncomfortable?
Nope.
15. Do you text message a lot?
a lot.
16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
Abortion.
17. Whats your favorite color?
Blue and sea green.
18. Heels or flats?
it all depends!
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Yeah!
20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
do it all the time. it's no big deal.
21. Walmart or Target?
fuck off americanas.
22. Do you wear collared shirts?
Yeah. lots.
23. Do you like preppy boys?
Hmm. Im not fussed tbh.
24. Do you think lip gloss is, like, the best!?
Do you wanna, like, shut up!?
25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
Yusssss
26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
20 minutes?
27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
When I had an injury.
28. Do you like skater boys?
Hmm sometimes.
29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
Oh yes.
30. Gold or silver?
Silver
31. Do you like to receive flowers?
Awwwh :3
32. Do you like surfer boys?
Sure.
33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
Sometimes.
34. Do you like to wear dresseses?
Of course!
35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
The one I love: 7
36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
Yeah duh.
37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
Hmm. no coz I'm pretty short.
38. Do you like to hold hands?
Awwwh :3
39. What is the youngest you would date?
My age...maybe one year younger
40. What is the oldest you would date?
No comment.
41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
Smile, then the personality.
42. Is it hott when guys sweat?
Uh...not really.
43. What is the best feature in a guy?
Smile and personality. goddd.
44. Do you like making eye contact?
Yes.
45. who do you like?
Russ. Lol cba with the secrets anymore.
46. Would you kill for chocolate?
No. Chocolate usually makes me sick.
47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
Ugh no. The guy can like me as I am. Or not like me, I don't need to be fake.
48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
4. It's not always fun.
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
Depends.
50. Do you yell a lot?
Yeah I swear a lot too.
51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
No.
52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
Never!
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
Not really lmao.
54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
Mascara. Hairspray.
55. Do you fall in love easily?
Not at all.
56. Do you have cramps?
I don't get them :D
57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
Maybe. I dunno.
There you go, a stupid quiz that you can gauge my personality with.
I'm tired, my eyes hurt, I need a fag, whoop de fucking do.
Lmfao night night peeps
J ♥
x x
December 17, 2007
SARAH NUTTING :D
x
We're watching friends. Again
In english this time.
Hahahahaha
x
The shakespearian language!
It's ridiculous. Watching Romeo and Juliet,
you know the one with that really shitty actor in, Leanardo Decaprio.
It's the bit where she pretends to die, and he thinks she really has.
Then he kills himself (shame.) and Then she wakes up and then kills herself. LOL omg so dramatic.
Oh well Like I really care.
OMG SHES GONNA SHOOT HERSELF!
lol can you tell that I'm typing as I watch it..?
She's dead I don't just see why the both couldn't have lived.
Liam: I don't see why they both couldn't run off to Jamaica.
Lmfaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
It's well emotional. Pffffffft.
They're being taken away in body bags now! D:
Anyway, my day has been good so far, but england gets so cold nowa days.
I'll probably write another tonight, If I can be bothered.
Oh yeah my brother crawls now by the way.
J ♥xxxxxxx
December 14, 2007
Watching french friends,
It's still a classic, and I find it extremely amusing,
Its "The one with the tiny T-shirt"
oh and now its "The one with the doll house."
this is a very good way to spend a frech lesson to be honest.
I'm multi tasking though, replying to ryans message, blogging on here, and watching TV. oh lawd.
Omg lol, my brother pulled the Xmas tree down last night and mum about crapped herself :D
We spent ages coordinating it, so mum was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Oh well, atleast we get to decorate it again eh?
I really can't be bothered with school today and I am craving nicotine. and caffine. and for this bloody friends sub to me turnded off!
It's onto the third episode "The one with the chick and the duck."
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Merde lmfao.
xo from me x
December 13, 2007
No one.......someone special isn't in the other room.
They disappeared.
I can understand why
This.Is.The.Ultimate.Fucking.End. :D....
D: